Money makes me productive. Its my main motivator. The only thing that makes me feel good about who I am is my appearance. When I want to I can be stunning. I love makeup and hair. Music makes my creative juices fllow. I listen to music 24/7. The babies in my life, keep me going forward when I am worn out. They help push me on because I want to make their lives good. Without being paid for I would definitely train and ride horses.